February 2012
Hands Down- Dashboard Confessional
daredevilreborn asked: So does out east mean new york or....
I’d like to eat my weight in chocolate ice cream.
You’re all alone in this world. Everyone acts in their own self interest.
There is no perfect best friend who drops everything and comes over when you need them. They won’t come over and bring you soup when you’re sick unless it’s convenient for them. They won’t tell by the way you’re texting something is horribly wrong and rush over with your favorite movies.
...
I seriously don’t know how I can even let myself think of moving out east to go to school. It’s sucha bad idea, especially with a relationship involved.
WHY DIDN’T I STICK WITH ASU? That way it’s all me, all my future, all what I want for a change.
I like being alone.
system0meltdown:
blackbruise:
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone. It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with his or her best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I...
Guys: So you have a boyfriend, or no?
Me: Yeah, I do.
Guys: Oh really?
Me: Yeah, he's in the Air Force.
Guys: Oh really? How does that work?
Me: It just does.
It's not that I hate having the conversation, it's the fucking question." How does that work?" How am I supposed to answer the question, without going on some hour long conversation about how it works. It works. We make it work. Distance means nothing. Although I just save my breath, because I know it's going to go in one ear and out the other.
I’m incredibly ready to leave this all behind. I have nothing holding my here. My friends are all creating their own lives and we’re drifting apart. The little friends I do have, thanks to my wonderful skill of pushing people away, are all so busy. My family is no longer close. I used to spend every Sunday with them laughing our asses off and doing stupid stuff, but now they’re...
I just want someone to spend my Friday nights with. Preferably snuggled up on a couch with a warm blanket and some tea. Why is this so hard to obtain?
