August 2009
man.
i need to get on here more often. okay, so updates.
i have a boyfriend. i don’t care about what you think of him, or me dating him again. its my choice. i wanted this more than anything. so unless you’re gonna be happy for me, i don’t need to hear your opinion. i’m happy. happier than i’ve been in a really long time. and no matter how many times you tell me that hes...
this is probably the best, not to mention the...
crap. song lyrics. i better quit while i’m ahead.
lost cause.
KATIE!
manee:
talklikeanopenbook:
manee:
He’s from Wisconsin too n_n
- Stephen Jerzak
oh my god. i knew it sounded familar. i’ve listened to it hundreds of times. i love his cover of taylor swift’s white horse. i’m going to meet him, fall in love with him, and have his children. that boy is sooooo amazing. i don’t even care if he turns out to be the biggest douche on the planet. hes talented....
Treaty Of Paris.
” ‘Cause from initial reaction to a mutual attraction, mental infatuation to physical addiction, social suffocation to love disintegration, a fucking failed relationship, It’s really just a simple equation “
KATIE!
manee:
He’s from Wisconsin too n_n
- Stephen Jerzak
oh my god. i knew it sounded familar. i’ve listened to it hundreds of times. i love his cover of taylor swift’s white horse. i’m going to meet him, fall in love with him, and have his children. that boy is sooooo amazing. i don’t even care if he turns out to be the biggest douche on the planet. hes talented. and...
Katie! It's the cute quote song, called Cute :]
manee:
Your eyes are blue like the ocean And baby I’m lost out at sea Did the sun just come out or did you smile at me I’ve been trying to ask you but I can’t seem to speak Was it love at first sight ‘cause I walked by last week. I’m singing Fa la la la la… Your lips look so lonely Would they like to meet mine You are the one that I’ve been hoping to find You’re so sweet that you Put Hersheys out...
P.S SAM!:
manee:
Who the hell has a QUARTER COLLECTION?!?!?!?!?!
sadly, i do somewhere. my grandma started it for me back when the state quarters started coming out. i don’t know where it is though. lol.
And i got the point that i should leave you alone but we both know that i’m not that strong. And i miss the lips that made me fly.
whew.
wow. you know what i realised? i don’t want a relationship, i just thought i did. i watched as everyone’s boyfriend was hanging all over them constantly last night, and i remembered how much i DON’T miss that. yes, i love having someone that i can come to and talk to. and i do miss the feeling of being loved and needed. but i don’t miss the constant wondering of how someone...
When am i ever going to be good enough? Really.
ah, the beatles. :D
“Listen, do you want to know a secret? Do you promise not to tell? woh, woh, woh. Closer, let me whisper in your ear, Say the words you long to hear, I’m in love with you. oo.” - do you want to know a secret by the beatles.
my current favorite song. i love it. i sing it ALL the time.
lets face the facts.
i’m always going to want something i can never have. this time it just happens to be you.
updates.
i’ve been seriously slacking on the posts lately. but quite frankly, the computer has not been one of my main priorities. i’ve honestly been bummed out or stressing over everything lately. when i’m around people i look like i’m happy, but i haven’t been. its just been one thing after another and i hate it.
i didn’t think this would happen, but the death of my...
ahh. i sound like a creeper.
i saw a picture of you today. and for a second, i swear the world stopped. my lips curled into that cheesey smile and the thrill of even getting to see you sent chills through my body. i couldn’t help but just sit there and stare. my heart is beating faster just thinking about it.
now imagine the way i feel when i actually get to see your face instead of a picture on my computer screen.
“the greatest thing you’ll ever learn is to just love and be loved in...”
– moulin rouge<3
even if its just one day.
i want to wake up one day; smiling. and i want to go to sleep at night; smiling. all i want is to have ONE day where i can honestly say everything went pretty good. i don’t think thats that much to ask for.
No one cares
manee:
w00tsammmmm:
manee:
I’m sitting on my couch, home alone with my dog watching Hannah Montana.
Typical everyday for me -.-
I care! I would come watch Hannah Montana with you and Marley, even though she ate my shirt :) We need to hang out soon. Like go to the mall or something. Because I miss yo’ sexy asian ass ;D
She apologizes!!! Haha.
Omg. We do, and we should. Like, we should...
life blackberry style.
i hate not knowing. when you are born, god should give you a list of EVERYTHING that will happen in your life. and it should be in a blackberry. and all you have to do is go to a date in the calender and see what your life will be like on that day. thats how life should be. its still gonna be full of pain, and wondering, but at least youre going to know WHEN everything is going to or not going to...
here comes the sun. <3
i have too much time to think.
i keep thinking about the nights when we planned the future. like the chocolate lab you said would be waiting for me in a heart shaped box so you could say “you said you’ve always wanted a box of chocolates for valentines day.” (which i had to beg you NOT to get me until i moved out so my parents couldn’t make me give it away.) or when we decided that we HAD to live...
Love;;
never wanted me, but i took it anyway.
^^my favorite fall out boy line ever.
self explainitory.
“People may forget what you say. People may forget what you do. But people will...”
oh god. classic katie moment.
i’m super fucking sorry. that blog was really messed up and i shouldn’t have snapped on you for everyone to see. that was fucked, and i realised it right away. i know you don’t need shit from me. i’m the last person you need it from.
i feel like lately our friendship has had a serious lack of communication. i never wanna say something to upset you, and i always end up...
what the fuck ever.
don’t you even dare. what the fuck ever. you know what? i actually didn’t ditch you. i had to spend time with my fucking family from ANOTHER FUCKING COUNTRY who i get to see like… once every two years?! so we made plans ONCE and they got fucked up. i got home late that night and my parents said i couldn’t go. get over it.
its not ditching if you never fucking had plans....
“All the desirable things in life are either illegal, expensive, or in love with...”
“What will it take to make or break this hint of love?”
– The Saltwater Room - Owl City.
Truth.
i look at all these couples, even if they are in a horrible relationship, and envy them. not because i don’t want to be single anymore or anything. i like getting to concentrate on myself for once. but because i miss the feeling of being loved and needed. i never feel either anymore.
“Would it kill you to care as much as I did?”
manee:
This song = my life
Ahahaha.
mine too...